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Saturday, April 22nd, 2006
1:40 am	IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:24:08 AM): well, as general info, she's a psycho and doesn't listen to her parents. ever. IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:24:54 AM): i got her to come home for dinner and she was just freaking out the entire time saying she needed to go help her best friend michelle from getting hurt by this kid named carlos who slashed michelles arm the other night and held a gun up to rebeccas [surrogate sister] neck IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:25:04 AM): and her parents were like hells no this time youre really not going IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:25:43 AM): eventually she convinced them to let me take her to pick up michelle and bring her to their friend gabbys house. when we got to michelle, they clearly had no intentions of bringing her anywhere, but rebecca knew i was serious when we all said she's not taking one step out of my car IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:26:12 AM): so we're just sitting there and rebecca is trying to convince michelle to come with us [we were taking a ride to visit my bestfriend/rebeccas sister at her job].. but she wouldnt come with us IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:26:13 AM): AND THENNN IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:26:15 AM): the exciting part dothesouffle (1:26:49 AM): uhuh IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:26:58 AM): rebeccas boyfriend comes up, looking scared shitless so rebecca asks him whats wrong and he said that these kids that are trying to get initiated into MS-13 were sent to jump him and their friend greg [whos the set leader of the crips] IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:27:17 AM): so michelle, john, and rebecca all start completely flipping a shit, clearly IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:27:37 AM): rebecca is having a fit that she needs to get out of the car and protect them IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:27:42 AM): rebecca is 14 IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:27:48 AM): so i was like you've got to be crazy IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:28:39 AM): so we're just sitting there, thinking fast.. we go to get gas cuz i have none. i hit this cement divider and cracked my car in the process cuz i was so jittery. we decided that we're going to pick up john and michelle and drive them out of town. IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:28:53 AM): john calls back and said he's really scared and shit because these kids are coming after him IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:29:17 AM): so i call my friend sam and tell him im coming to get him, so i get there and tell him in the car whats going on, he's freaking out and makes me turn around so he can get his friend IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:29:58 AM): and we drive back to pick up john and michelle and all these guys are standing there and sam is trying to get the cops on standby but no one was answering IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:30:35 AM): and john was like taking his sweet ass time getting to my car as all these scary ass kids are walking towards it, like surrounding my car IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:30:42 AM): and i eventually ended up driving away with the door open IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:31:22 AM): no he finally got his ass in IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:31:47 AM): but he went back IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:31:54 AM): i dropped him off at a friends house just to get him somewhere safe IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:31:59 AM): but he went back IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:32:15 AM): no IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:32:18 AM): i think hes alright though IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:32:27 AM): no ambulance calls =/ IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:32:37 AM): i stayed at the fire house for an hour just to see what would happen (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 12th, 2006
12:12 am	IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:30:43 PM): if you can invision me smacking you over the head with a frying pan.. then invision it Islesguy6025 (11:30:52 PM): lolol Islesguy6025 (11:30:53 PM): hahaha Islesguy6025 (11:30:59 PM): every1 is gonna b out 2mroow Islesguy6025 (11:31:10 PM): at my house IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:31:20 PM): hahaha IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:31:28 PM): you sure you won't have to put away christmas decorations IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:31:32 PM): or wash your imaginary dog IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:31:38 PM): or give yourself a haircut IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:31:45 PM): or cut down a try IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:31:47 PM): tree* IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:33:05 PM): because i wouldn't want to infringe on those time consuming activities Islesguy6025 (11:33:41 PM): lol IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:34:10 PM): because if you have to wash the dog, i will come and hit you over the head with a frying pan IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:35:28 PM): what time is everyone leaving Islesguy6025 (11:35:49 PM): like ealty moring Islesguy6025 (11:35:54 PM): but i gotta check on my sister IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:36:16 PM): i don't have school but i ha ve to ride in the afternoon Islesguy6025 (11:37:09 PM): o okkk Islesguy6025 (11:37:12 PM): so this culd work out Islesguy6025 (11:37:16 PM): ride me in the morn haha IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:37:19 PM): lol IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:37:22 PM): too much riding for one day Islesguy6025 (11:37:35 PM): bvoooo IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:38:00 PM): it'd be early though, cuz i told my sister i'd take her with me IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:38:05 PM): so i need to get her at like 1040 IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:38:08 PM): 1140 Islesguy6025 (11:38:38 PM): oo IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:39:16 PM): can you manage to wake up? lol Islesguy6025 (11:39:55 PM): umm hahaha Islesguy6025 (11:39:56 PM): my sister Islesguy6025 (11:40:03 PM): i duno if she has skool or not ha IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:40:42 PM): if your brother does, wouldnt she? Islesguy6025 (11:41:14 PM): naa she goes to ctahlic sjkool IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:41:25 PM): oh i figured that's where your brother went too IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:41:44 PM): does she go to st marys or st peters? Islesguy6025 (11:42:42 PM): nooo IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:43:10 PM): st doms? IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:43:27 PM): i'm gonna check the schools calender online if you'd just tell me lol Islesguy6025 (11:45:12 PM): no sacred heart IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:45:29 PM): hs? Islesguy6025 (11:46:19 PM): yeaa ill brb Islesguy6025 is away at 11:46:31 PM. Islesguy6025 returned at 11:47:17 PM. IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:47:43 PM): she has dismissal at 11 Islesguy6025 (11:48:05 PM): yeaa Islesguy6025 (11:48:29 PM): forget me IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:48:36 PM): what? (Comment on this)
12:04 am	hahahha Islesguy6025 (11:48:45 PM): jsut i dont think its gonna work out with us Islesguy6025 (11:48:48 PM): ill stay firends Islesguy6025 (11:48:52 PM): i wanan b firends IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:49:32 PM): took you awhile to say that Islesguy6025 (11:50:14 PM): it didntttt Islesguy6025 (11:50:20 PM): ive been wanting to say it Islesguy6025 (11:50:23 PM): i jsut didnt know how Islesguy6025 (11:50:30 PM): so i figured cut tot he chase IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:50:48 PM): i'm not stupid, i knew you wanted to IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:50:56 PM): i was trying to hint at you to do it IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:51:03 PM): but you werent getting the hints IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:52:21 PM): it's just funny how you go from making plans to saying uhh i just wanna be friends - in like a 2 second span Islesguy6025 (11:52:51 PM): i was still thinking Islesguy6025 (11:52:55 PM): and i dotn get up b4 12 IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:53:04 PM): lol Islesguy6025 (11:53:19 PM): lol Islesguy6025 (11:53:25 PM): i wanna b friends tho Islesguy6025 (11:53:27 PM): like close Islesguy6025 (11:53:33 PM): and talk Islesguy6025 (11:53:37 PM): that kidna stuuff IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:53:44 PM): since when do you talk? Islesguy6025 (11:53:54 PM): i laways do IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:53:56 PM): lol IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:54:13 PM): and how does this differ from what it was 2 minutes ago/ Islesguy6025 (11:54:22 PM): we dotn do stufff Islesguy6025 (11:54:26 PM): unless u wanna Islesguy6025 (11:54:53 PM): i guess Islesguy6025 (11:55:26 PM): well tlak 2morow Islesguy6025 (11:55:28 PM): im poooped IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:55:31 PM): haha i knew there was someone else Islesguy6025 (11:55:40 PM): hahaha there actually isnt Islesguy6025 (11:55:45 PM): unless ur jelous of my hand IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:55:48 PM): lol Islesguy6025 (11:55:51 PM): lol IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:55:53 PM): that or you just want a slut Islesguy6025 (11:56:01 PM): nopee Islesguy6025 (11:56:04 PM): ui want ass Islesguy6025 (11:56:06 PM): not a aslut IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:56:18 PM): and for what you want, you're gonna get a slut Islesguy6025 (11:56:42 PM): naaa im staying with hand unless u wanna step in Islesguy6025 (11:56:45 PM): uther than that IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:56:48 PM): you just told me you didn't want that Islesguy6025 (11:56:59 PM): i do but i dont Islesguy6025 (11:57:07 PM): ahhh IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:57:09 PM): hahah Islesguy6025 (11:57:11 PM): lets tlak 2mmoow IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:57:12 PM): i love people like you IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:57:19 PM): you never cease to amaze me Islesguy6025 (11:57:25 PM): im not mean IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:57:29 PM): never said you were IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:57:36 PM): funny, though Islesguy6025 (11:57:52 PM): am i like laugh smile funny IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:57:59 PM): whats the other option? Islesguy6025 (11:58:18 PM): gay homo wanna jumop off a cliff IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:58:31 PM): how about a mix of the two? Islesguy6025 (11:58:48 PM): gay homo smile IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:59:26 PM): lol maybe IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:59:32 PM): nah i'm playing Islesguy6025 (11:59:34 PM): lol ill ttyl u 2morow Islesguy6025 (11:59:35 PM): xo IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (11:59:59 PM): it's like one day you're - friends with benefits only - IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (12:00:04 AM): and then you break up with the friends with benefits IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (12:00:06 AM): and that makes me laugh Islesguy6025 (12:00:11 AM): what r we IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (12:00:33 AM): what do you think we are? Islesguy6025 (12:00:52 AM): sorta fwb IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (12:01:05 AM): and whats the other half if it's only sorta fwb Islesguy6025 (12:01:38 AM): ujmmmm no clie IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (12:01:40 AM): lol IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (12:01:49 AM): you must have some clue or else you wouldn't say anything Islesguy6025 (12:01:55 AM): lol ill call u 2moow IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (12:01:59 AM): wait wait one sec Islesguy6025 (12:02:06 AM): see im tired lol Islesguy6025 (12:02:08 AM): i wanan go IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (12:02:38 AM): lol okay but you're the funny kind that breaks up with their fwb IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (12:02:42 AM): which makes you the gay homo type IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (12:02:45 AM): if you were wondering Islesguy6025 (12:02:59 AM): o thanks IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (12:03:04 AM): :-P Islesguy6025 is away at 12:03:16 AM. (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 8th, 2006
1:20 pm	la la IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:00:55 AM): i could beat you over the head right now!! Islesguy6025 (1:01:11 AM): it was a stressful night afetr i tlaked 2 u IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:01:18 AM): that was 20 minutes ago lol Islesguy6025 (1:01:20 AM): got pulled over and interegated IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:01:23 AM): oh great IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:01:41 AM): for being on the phone? Islesguy6025 (1:01:46 AM): no Islesguy6025 (1:01:49 AM): red light IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:02:18 AM): oh shit :-( IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:02:36 AM): too bad you can't cry and get out of shit like that Islesguy6025 (1:02:45 AM): haha IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:02:56 AM): crying on command - my specialty Islesguy6025 (1:03:00 AM): hahaha Islesguy6025 (1:03:02 AM): goood stufff IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:03:26 AM): i'd get screwed if i got pulled over.. all those bodies in the trunk Islesguy6025 (1:03:38 AM): hahaha IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:03:54 AM): haha i've been on a fucking rampage the last two nights IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:04:19 AM): deliberatly looking for someone to fight Islesguy6025 (1:05:20 AM): haha Islesguy6025 (1:05:36 AM): were u kidding in that text IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:05:37 AM): i was such a bitch today, i'm sorry Islesguy6025 (1:05:41 AM): who cRes IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:05:47 AM): lol some people? Islesguy6025 (1:06:00 AM): naaa itsd fine IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:06:25 AM): yo do you leave near steamboat drive? Islesguy6025 (1:06:45 AM): that st doesnt exist in pw IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:06:49 AM): yeah it so does IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:06:52 AM): i was there last night IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:07:06 AM): it's off of soundview drive Islesguy6025 (1:07:23 AM): ooo that really tiny st Islesguy6025 (1:07:24 AM): yess Islesguy6025 (1:07:27 AM): now i kjno Islesguy6025 (1:07:29 AM): downtown IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:07:45 AM): you don't live near there? Islesguy6025 (1:08:20 AM): uptown IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:08:30 AM): lol that means bull to me IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:08:59 AM): i have a friend who lives in baxter and was wondering where you live Islesguy6025 (1:09:20 AM): lol what st IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:11:02 AM): i forgot.. i only know how to get there Islesguy6025 (1:11:38 AM): oooo Islesguy6025 (1:11:50 AM): i think i live in that area IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:12:14 AM): you think? IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:12:39 AM): oh i remember IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:12:42 AM): marlin lane IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:12:45 AM): i think it's lane Islesguy6025 (1:12:58 AM): naaa Islesguy6025 (1:13:01 AM): lol wrong estates Islesguy6025 (1:13:03 AM): thats dopwntown 2 IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:13:09 AM): lol so where the fuck do you live? Islesguy6025 (1:13:55 AM): like off plandome rd IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:14:45 AM): like near south washington street? Islesguy6025 (1:15:08 AM): no Islesguy6025 (1:15:14 AM): off luquer rd Islesguy6025 (1:15:16 AM): the border IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:15:20 AM): lol i give up IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:15:26 AM): that's the extent of my port washington knowledge Islesguy6025 (1:15:29 AM): lol IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:15:39 AM): i can get to south washington street with my eyes closed, because thats where my dance studio is IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:15:44 AM): and i can get to both movie theaters IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:15:47 AM): and that's really it Islesguy6025 (1:17:02 AM): lolol IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:18:45 AM): i own northern blvd Islesguy6025 (1:18:52 AM): haha IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:19:12 AM): i'm the only idiot who does like 85 down it Islesguy6025 (1:19:16 AM): lolololol IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:19:34 AM): and even if the cops tried to pull me over, i couldnt hear the sirens because my music is so loud Islesguy6025 (1:20:22 AM): hahaha Islesguy6025 (1:20:33 AM): dont think i called u tho cuz i wnated sex tho IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:21:05 AM): lol after 5 days of no calls, a very interesting text message sent and suddenly i get a call.. ironic, no? Islesguy6025 (1:21:21 AM): hahaha Islesguy6025 (1:21:29 AM): it would ahve been nice but i knew it wasnt tru Islesguy6025 (1:21:34 AM): when u get that kidna text Islesguy6025 (1:21:40 AM): u kno u need 2 call right away IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:21:48 AM): lol i know how guys work IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:22:29 AM): you say something about sex and suddenly their ears perk up and they start to pretend like they've been listening the entire time Islesguy6025 (1:22:43 AM): haha IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:23:08 AM): my friend did it too, she didn't even get an answer lol Islesguy6025 (1:23:17 AM): olol IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:23:23 AM): he's another one who doesn't believe in ever calling people back IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:24:57 AM): and anyway, how do you know it wasn't the truth? IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:25:01 AM): you a mind reader suddenly? Islesguy6025 (1:25:32 AM): yeaaa IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:25:44 AM): so what am i thinking right now? Islesguy6025 (1:26:19 AM): its 1 27 IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:26:35 AM): that's what you think i'm thinking about? Islesguy6025 (1:26:44 AM): what r u thinking about IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:26:52 AM): well definitely not the time Islesguy6025 (1:27:02 AM): hahaha Islesguy6025 (1:27:08 AM): excitment between ur legs IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:27:16 AM): hhaha IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:27:49 AM): two things really Islesguy6025 (1:27:55 AM): id def sneak out so we could ha Islesguy6025 (1:27:59 AM): ok whats the 1st IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:28:13 AM): if i'm going to end up on the ground tomorrow Islesguy6025 (1:28:37 AM): whattt IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:28:38 AM): i'm riding horses i've never ridden before Islesguy6025 (1:28:42 AM): o ahaha IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:28:50 AM): and the one i'm riding first is this huge ass irish warmblood Islesguy6025 (1:28:52 AM): well u want sum practice 1st IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:29:12 AM): haha i've been riding since i was 10.. think i've had enough practice? IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:29:30 AM): ;-) Islesguy6025 (1:29:32 AM): haha IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:29:46 AM): you can interpret that however you want Islesguy6025 (1:30:11 AM): haha IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:30:15 AM): and second.. how i didn't write my 5 page economics project because i was too busy burning time in between attempting to hang out with you today Islesguy6025 (1:30:23 AM): ooooo IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:30:24 AM): i fucking drove to jericho 3 times IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:30:31 AM): burned a half a tank of gas Islesguy6025 (1:30:45 AM): ooo IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:31:03 AM): and why i put up with it IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:31:13 AM): when everyone else says "just give up" IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:33:15 AM): speechless now? Islesguy6025 (1:33:45 AM): yeaaa IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:33:52 AM): lol IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:34:05 AM): you need to communicate Islesguy6025 (1:34:17 AM): im not a tyalker lol IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:34:22 AM): so i've noticed Islesguy6025 (1:34:22 AM): i liek queit IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:34:30 AM): and i'm afraid of silence Islesguy6025 (1:34:40 AM): ha when ur with me u wont b silten IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:34:50 AM): silence means there's something wrong, or somethings about to go wrong IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:35:05 AM): when i'm with you.. haha.. next year perhaps? Islesguy6025 (1:35:36 AM): haha Islesguy6025 (1:35:43 AM): what time r u horsing 2morow IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:35:57 AM): i'm not sure.. not before 10am Islesguy6025 (1:36:03 AM): o ok IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:36:15 AM): but hopefully not too late either because i have shit to do around here Islesguy6025 (1:36:22 AM): ooo IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:36:33 AM): don't you have work anywaY? Islesguy6025 (1:36:47 AM): naa that was 2day from early on Islesguy6025 (1:36:51 AM): and they r covewred so IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:36:58 AM): ah IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:37:19 AM): well offer still stands if you wanna go for a ride and be tortured watching me and a few of my friends ride for like an hour or so IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:37:46 AM): it's a long drive.. an hour Islesguy6025 (1:37:54 AM): jesus Islesguy6025 (1:37:59 AM): 2 much work 2 do Islesguy6025 (1:38:02 AM): but mayb next time IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:38:05 AM): yeah i know the feeling. IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:38:09 AM): work i should've been doing today IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:38:52 AM): but i was too busy waiting for a call from your ass Islesguy6025 (1:39:17 AM): oopsd IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:39:24 AM): oops.. haha good answer jerk IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:40:46 AM): my patience are low with that kind of stuff Islesguy6025 (1:41:48 AM): mine 2 IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:41:55 AM): lol how funn IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:41:56 AM): y IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:42:06 AM): i'm shocked i'm still putting up with it IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:42:16 AM): if it was any other person i would've been like fuck you a long time ago Islesguy6025 (1:42:30 AM): haha thats kind of u IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:42:35 AM): i thought so too IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:43:16 AM): waiting for your phone to ring isn't fun Islesguy6025 (1:43:42 AM): or ur pager to goff considering weve only had 1 ambulance call 2day IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:43:59 AM): well then you should knw how it feels Islesguy6025 (1:44:21 AM): i do IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:44:34 AM): and yet you still don't call people IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:44:43 AM): until they offer sex lol Islesguy6025 (1:45:25 AM): klolol IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:45:38 AM): lol don't laugh! it's true! Islesguy6025 (1:46:01 AM): im so horny 2 IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:46:19 AM): lol you're so frustrating! IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:47:28 AM): last night you were doing nothing, you were apparently sitting around all day today IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:47:33 AM): what are you waiting for?! Islesguy6025 (1:47:40 AM): i was training Islesguy6025 (1:47:45 AM): i hadda make up shittt Islesguy6025 (1:47:50 AM): for the fd Islesguy6025 (1:47:56 AM): cuz ive missed a few nights IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:47:58 AM): lol and yet you told me you were "chilling" because your plans got fucked up Islesguy6025 (1:48:17 AM): o thattt IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:48:21 AM): yeah that. hm. Islesguy6025 (1:48:22 AM): yeaaaa IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:48:28 AM): lol don't lie to me Islesguy6025 (1:48:51 AM): im nott Islesguy6025 (1:48:53 AM): i didnt do shit IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:49:05 AM): i blew off plans Islesguy6025 (1:49:21 AM): o IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:49:25 AM): i was gonna go to a club in the city IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:49:29 AM): but no, i decided to wait for a phone call Islesguy6025 (1:52:24 AM): thanksss IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:52:28 AM): so you tell me.. for future reference.. do i wait for the call or do i just go? Islesguy6025 (1:53:43 AM): go Islesguy6025 (1:53:53 AM): shoot 1st then ask questrions IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:54:05 AM): what on earth do you mean by that? IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:55:24 AM): so you just basically told me to consistently blow you off Islesguy6025 (1:56:00 AM): yea Islesguy6025 (1:56:04 AM): im bad with plans Islesguy6025 (1:56:06 AM): like that day Islesguy6025 (1:56:09 AM): sounds good 2 me IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:56:12 AM): what day? Islesguy6025 (1:57:29 AM): lol the day of IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:57:52 AM): i suck ass with plans too IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:58:08 AM): but if i tell someone i'm gonna hang out with them.. i do Islesguy6025 (1:58:20 AM): thankks Islesguy6025 (1:58:21 AM): i got it IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:58:40 AM): just checking IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:59:10 AM): so if you told me to not hang out with you, should i just not talk to you? Islesguy6025 (1:59:37 AM): no i mean IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (1:59:40 AM): you're confusing me.. i don't really know what you're looking for with me Islesguy6025 (1:59:48 AM): ha im lsot Islesguy6025 (1:59:49 AM): im tired IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:00:07 AM): okay i'll use simple vocabulary IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:00:11 AM): and break it down IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:00:28 AM): you just told me that i shouldn't wait for you to call, and that i should go out and have fun IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:00:42 AM): that could be every night. IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:01:03 AM): but i'm also able to make plenty of time for you, if you want it Islesguy6025 (2:01:08 AM): ill call Islesguy6025 (2:01:19 AM): and right now im super busy with soo much damn work from skool IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:01:26 AM): but if you don't want to hang out i don't know why we're bothering talking IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:01:44 AM): if you're looking for a fuck buddy, you've got the wrong girl Islesguy6025 (2:03:07 AM): im not IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:04:15 AM): and i don't play games IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:04:28 AM): i can hear lies like nobodys business Islesguy6025 is away at 2:05:52 AM. IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:07:05 AM): i don't know what you want with me.. i don't know to do.. how to react.. Auto response from Islesguy6025 (2:07:05 AM): I will be right back. Islesguy6025 returned at 2:07:43 AM. Islesguy6025 (2:07:53 AM): i duno what to say Islesguy6025 (2:07:57 AM): or do IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:08:36 AM): what i've got is that you want a half-friend Islesguy6025 (2:08:49 AM): i dotn even kno IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:09:35 AM): you don't know whether you want a friend or someone to fuck around with? Islesguy6025 (2:09:52 AM): i want all 3 IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:10:03 AM): whats the third? Islesguy6025 (2:10:21 AM): dotn worry about it ahhaha Islesguy6025 (2:10:25 AM): jus i want btoh Islesguy6025 (2:10:30 AM): i dunt even kno what 2 do IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:10:38 AM): but you just said you didn't know what you wanted! Islesguy6025 (2:10:52 AM): its a crosss between the 2 IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:11:33 AM): so a friend who you'll talk to sometimes, when you feel like it, and when you want ass? Islesguy6025 (2:11:47 AM): and do normal hings with 2 IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:12:24 AM): what do most people call a person that fits that definition? Islesguy6025 (2:13:13 AM): dont kno IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:13:38 AM): oh come on.. please try to think for me! Islesguy6025 (2:14:36 AM): friends with benfits IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:15:23 AM): do you think any girl would go for that/ IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:15:24 AM): *? Islesguy6025 (2:15:27 AM): nope Islesguy6025 (2:15:39 AM): never Islesguy6025 (2:15:46 AM): but id rather b honest IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:16:30 AM): well i appreciate the honesty IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:16:45 AM): but i'll be honest with you and tell you that finding someone who'll put up with that is impossible Islesguy6025 (2:16:54 AM): yup IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:16:55 AM): so you might as well not hope for it Islesguy6025 (2:17:03 AM): i dont IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:17:08 AM): so what do you hope for? Islesguy6025 (2:17:20 AM): nuthingg IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:17:29 AM): jesus you're running me in a circle Islesguy6025 (2:18:13 AM): sorrry IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:18:28 AM): you said that you want friends with benefits, but you know you won't find someone like that, and that you don't hope to find someone like that Islesguy6025 (2:19:21 AM): its me IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:20:27 AM): well, "friends with benefits" were the 3 dreaded words i was waiting for you to say Islesguy6025 (2:21:21 AM): its jsut like my reltionships blow IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:21:27 AM): and an insider to the female race - those are 3 words that no girl wants to here Islesguy6025 (2:21:31 AM): and i wont h.u with uther ppl IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:21:39 AM): so how is that NOT relationship? IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:22:19 AM): okay, one step back here IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:22:25 AM): what do you consider a relationship? Islesguy6025 (2:22:59 AM): the title and shittt Islesguy6025 (2:23:01 AM): i duno IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:23:12 AM): are you afraid of the words? Islesguy6025 (2:24:00 AM): i dont kno Islesguy6025 (2:24:16 AM): if u wanna stick aorund great of u dont i understand IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:24:47 AM): that'd be mean of me IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:24:54 AM): and i'm trying to work on not being so mean IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:25:00 AM): its my new years resolution Islesguy6025 (2:25:23 AM): hahaha na it wuldnt IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:25:31 AM): yes it would IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:25:50 AM): i don't know what the hell happened to you in the past, but i don't want to make you ahev to go through another bad experience Islesguy6025 (2:26:44 AM): thnks but i totoally egt it so Islesguy6025 (2:26:51 AM): u can leave its ok IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:27:08 AM): well now it seems like you want me to Islesguy6025 (2:27:48 AM): hey do what u want IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:28:07 AM): you know that i will, but i'm asking you Islesguy6025 (2:28:53 AM): w/e u wanna do lol Islesguy6025 (2:28:54 AM): really Islesguy6025 (2:28:59 AM): im not syaing ehhtng on this 1 IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:29:00 AM): stop saying that, i'm asking youuu! IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:30:02 AM): you want a committed thing but you're afraid of 12 letters? Islesguy6025 (2:30:29 AM): hahaha Islesguy6025 (2:30:40 AM): ill take evyhing but the title IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:30:46 AM): can you tell me why? Islesguy6025 (2:30:58 AM): its kinda late and im tired Islesguy6025 (2:31:01 AM): goodnight IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:31:03 AM): oh no, don't give me that IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:31:07 AM): i'm not done talking! Auto response from Islesguy6025 (2:31:07 AM): $ Islesguy6025 is away at 2:31:07 AM. IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:31:25 AM): i'm going to have you up against a wall by your neck the next time Islesguy6025 returned at 2:34:07 AM. Islesguy6025 is away at 2:34:14 AM. IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:36:32 AM): i just want to know why you're running from this Auto response from Islesguy6025 (2:36:32 AM): $ Islesguy6025 returned at 2:36:39 AM. Islesguy6025 (2:36:41 AM): im not Islesguy6025 (2:36:45 AM): im tired and im lazy IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:36:53 AM): so answer my question and you can go to sleep Islesguy6025 (2:36:57 AM): okk Islesguy6025 (2:37:01 AM): i jsut am right now IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:37:23 AM): but why? Islesguy6025 (2:37:30 AM): i jsut am Islesguy6025 (2:37:41 AM): i want a fwb rather than gf IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:38:08 AM): but if you don't want her to hook up with anyone else, and you say you won't either.. how can you expect her to believe it when you won't call it anything more than fwb? Islesguy6025 (2:38:43 AM): i dont IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:39:16 AM): so does that mean you will or you won't? Islesguy6025 (2:39:28 AM): will or wont what IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:39:55 AM): like her one day, like someone else the next, and then maybe go back to the first the following week Islesguy6025 (2:40:03 AM): no IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:40:45 AM): no you will or no you wont? Auto response from Islesguy6025 (2:40:45 AM): $ Islesguy6025 is away at 2:40:46 AM. IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:41:54 AM): don't you love it when people hide behind their away messages? Islesguy6025 returned at 2:48:50 AM. Islesguy6025 is away at 2:48:55 AM. IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:51:02 AM): well now there's a possibility that i won't be riding tomorrow. but now i'm too afraid to ask if you want to possibly try to hang out. Auto response from Islesguy6025 (2:51:02 AM): $ Islesguy6025 returned at 2:57:33 AM. Islesguy6025 is away at 2:57:40 AM. IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:57:57 AM): i know you're still sitting there, i'm not blind Auto response from Islesguy6025 (2:57:57 AM): $ IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:58:05 AM): could have the courtesy to answer me Islesguy6025 returned at 2:58:17 AM. Islesguy6025 (2:58:28 AM): haha im going to sleep and ill text u wen wake up Islesguy6025 is away at 2:58:33 AM. IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:58:42 AM): if you don't, i'm going to beat you senseless lol Auto response from Islesguy6025 (2:58:42 AM): $ IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:58:44 AM): and i mean it! IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (2:58:51 AM): your broken nose is going to be re-broken Islesguy6025 returned at 3:04:04 AM. Islesguy6025 signed off at 3:04:16 AM. Islesguy6025 signed on at 12:14:37 PM. Islesguy6025 is away at 12:15:13 PM. Islesguy6025 returned at 12:48:06 PM. Islesguy6025 is away at 12:48:18 PM. IM EVRYTHNG EVIL (12:53:25 PM): Islesguy6025 (2:58:28 AM): haha im going to sleep and ill text u wen wake up Auto response from Islesguy6025 (12:53:25 PM): $ Islesguy6025 returned at 1:03:27 PM. Islesguy6025 signed off at 1:03:28 PM. (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 11th, 2004
10:36 pm	Isn't someone missing ME? Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. Maybe someday you'll have woke up, And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one: "Isn't something missing?" You won't cry for my absence, I know - You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. I know what you do to yourself, I breathe deep and cry out: "Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?" And if I bleed, I'll bleed, Knowing you don't care. And if I sleep just to dream of you And wake without you there, Isn't something missing? Isn't something... Current Mood: rejected Current Music: Missing - Evanescence (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 31st, 2004
12:04 pm	um. yeah. hi. im on birth control, and im still getting cramps. WHAT THE FUCK. Current Mood: pain Current Music: Always - Saliva (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 23rd, 2004
7:48 pm	for someone who suffers from manic insomnia, i've been beyond tired lately. all i want to do is sleep, which for me is just weird. i shouldnt be updating this, because i have a soc paper to write, and i need to do my hair for picture day, even though i probably wont do it in the end. not like i care. anyway. schools been pretty decent, to my surprise. going to boces was the best decision ive ever made. firstly, it gets me out of being in school for most of the day and taking an assload of classes id rather not take. secondly, i love being around horses and its just good for me. its relaxing, and i need to relax. besides for the horses, the people are so nice and funny. we got along from the get go. im only taking american history, math b, and english [should be in 12 AP but mrs winner and mr neary suck my imaginary balls]. 2 of the 5 periods im IN school, i have free. i havent gotten much homework, which is great, considering theres not much i hate more than homework. things with ashley have been tons better. shes coming to visit in 31 days, yay. i miss her so much. between things with her being better, school being a really decent distraction, and possibly the medication working, i've been feeling a lot better, which could be why im sleeping better. i really should be getting my ass to work now.. Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: autumns monologue - from autumn to ashes (Comment on this)
Friday, September 10th, 2004
9:53 pm	Shamelessly stolen from Erin [PART I] About You... + Name: sara elyse + sex: boobs +Age: 16 + Location: good old GN + Religion: jewish by association + Height: 5'7 + Shoe Size: 9.5 + Hair color: today, black + Eye color: hazel + Fears: love [PART II] Have You Ever... + Peed your pants? not since i was in diapers + Cheated on someone? hm, perhaps + Fallen off the bed? yes + Fallen for a relative? no + Had plastic surgery? 100 times + Broke someone`s heart? most likely not + Had your heart broken? oh yes + Had a dream come true? yes + Done something you regret? yes + Cheated on a test? yes + Broken a body part? no [PART III] Currently + Wearing? honestly, a bathrobe. im lazy + Listening to? taking back sunday + Eating? nothing + Feeling? tired + Reading? this? + Located? my room + Chatting with? maegan, odette, jessica, jason, annie + Watching? kissing jessica stein + Craving? sleep + Should REALLY be doing? sleeping [PART IIII] Do you... + Brush your teeth? yes + Like anybody? uhh YEA + Have any piercing? ears, and tomorrow the list shall grow! [after 13 years) + Drive? yes + Believe in Santa Claus? not quite + Smoke? no + Drink? on fridays + Got a cellphone? yes, hopefully getting a new one soon [PART V] Friends... + Who is your very best? they know <3 + Who is the loudest? ashley, rachel + Who is the shyest? sara + Who is the most talkative? christina, cat + Who laughs the most? nora + Who have you known the longest? hannah/lisa/brianna, remy/rachel/alyssa/leigh + Who have you known the shortest? the giddyup crew + Who do you miss the most? chels + Who do you turn to for personal problems? maegan, remy, my shrink + Do you only hang out with a certain type? nope + Do you belong to a crew? the giddyup crew! + Do you hang out with the opposite sex? i try to avoid it, in all honesty + Do you consider yourself POPULAR? lol, i wouldnt waste my time + Do you trust your friends? yes + Are you a good friend? try to be + Can you keep a secret? yes [PART VI] The last person you... + Hugged? remy + Gave props? mihi!! + Talked to on the phone? dad, wow + Yelled at? mom + Checked out? hmm i dont know + Fell in love with? no comment + Tripped On? erika or nicole's chair [PART VII] + What do you want to be when you grow up? vetinarian + What was the worst day of your life? 9/11/01 + What is your most embarrassing story? dunno if i have one + What has been the best day of your life? havent had it yet + What comes first in your life? the loved ones + Turn ons? make me laugh + Turn offs? stupidity + What are you most scared of? love, males + If you had an extra set of eyes were would you put them? back of my head + What do you usually think about before you go to bed? her + Did you lose someone you really loved? yes + How many times have you fallen deeply in love? once + Love your family? yep + Love your friends? yep + Have you fought? of course + What are you addicted to? crack cocaine + Want to move? out of GN, but not out of NY [PART VIII] Favorite... + Movie: white chicks, not in the mood to name the others + Song: anything by coca at the moment + Group: coca + Singer: billy joel + Store: depends on my mood + Relative: aunt amy or gail + Sport: hockey + Vacation Spot: puerto rico / florida + Ice Cream Flavor: peanut butter mmm, or starbucks java chip + Fruit: avacados + Candy: white chocolate + Food: ice cream + Car: mercedes sl something convertible. so gorgeous + Class: giddyup! or english. trim rocks + Holiday: passover + Day of the Week: sunday + Color: black, red, pink + Magazine: not a magazine person + Name for a Girl: ava, aimee + Name for a Boy: brandon, evan + Favorite spot for a date: who gives + Favorite spot for an anniversary: anywhere but here + Favorite resturant: depends on the mood + McDonalds: umm, i dont really know? + Burger King: the kosher one in israel!! + In and Out: out + Wendy's: never been [PART IX] Do you... + Like to give hugs? not really, no + Like to give kisses? sometimes + Like to walk in the rain? yes + Prefer black or blue pens? black. + Dress up on Halloween? sometimes + Have a job? i did + Like to travel? not too much + Like someone? yes. and you already asked, dipshit + Sleep on your side, tummy or back? side/tummy + Think you're attractive? no + Want to get married? yes + Have a goldfish? used to + Ever have the falling dream? a lot + Have stuffed animals? yes, a lot + Go on vacation? yes [PART X] What do you think about... + Abortion: depends on the circumstance + Bill Clinton: things were good + Smoking: go kill yourself + Suicide: depends on the circumstance + Summer: heartlove + Tattoos: tacky like WHOA + Piercing: like em + Make-up: dont cake it on, guido [PART XI] This or that... + Pierced nose or tongue? tongue + Single or taken? single + MTV or BET? MTV + 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? Dcreek! + Sugar or salt? sugar + Silver or gold? silver + Chocolate or flowers? flowers + Color or Black-and-white photos? black and white + M&M's or Skittles? m&ms + Stay up late or sleep in? stay up late + Hot or cold? hot + Sun or moon? moon + Left or Right? right + 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? one best friend + Mustard or ketchup? HATE mustard + Spring or Fall? fall, its more exciting + Give or receive? give + Happy or sad? happy? + Wonder or amazement? amazement + McDonald's or Burger King? neither + Mexican or Italian food? italian + Lights on or off? on + Candy or soda? i hate soda, and im not a huge fan of candy. ice cream? Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: thong song - sisqo (Comment on this)
Friday, July 9th, 2004
9:23 pm	maegan, this is for you <3 as you may or may not know, i started my first job almost 2 weeks ago! snazzy, right? not really. im a counselor for 20 screaming 5 year olds, along with a few other counselors who are hard to handle, themselves. michelle is our head counselor, shes 26 but looks about 16, shes not so friendly but ehh. robyn is a JC like me, but a year old, shes pretty damn obnoxious - but i think most of the time shes not being serious. i busted her ass so i think she'll lay off of me for awhile. joanna is a JC, a year older than me too, shes such a sweetheart. sara and marcella come for like, one period in the morning, theyre both nice. we've got 2 CITs, nicole and melanie. nicole is pretty nice, most of the time, when she isnt kissing robyn and michelles asses. i dont really see melanie cuz she comes when i leave for my mid-day bus run, and leaves when i get back. she knows my name and says hi to me in the hallway all the time, so i guess shes nice, lol. the kids are helpless, seriously. they cant get dressed, zip their backpacks, put on their socks or shoes, do anything for themselves that involves food besides for EATING the food, walk at an acceptable pace... NOTHING. so helpless, want to kill most of them. the boys punch, kick, bite, lick, smack each other all the time. the girls are pretty nice to each other, with the occasional bitchiness. theres a few that latch onto me at the hip, but not too bad. more tip money for me that way anyway. i dont have to babysit eitan in the playground everyday anymore thank god, hes staying full day. still gotta take michael, josh, and alex home midday though. no complaints, i love leaving camp to drop 3 year olds home even though josh is a complete menace! (he soaked me from head to toe with water from the sink, today.)that way i get a break, and a double break. michelle and i always ditch camp and go to this strip of stores thats next to camp for like 45 minutes and shmooze with the employees of every store. today we got free chicken noodle soup. watch out paris and nicole, simple life 3 is staring michelle and sara. man these kids wear me out, im too tired to even capitalize my sentences. more about camp when i have more energy. report card came. Math A Avanced - * Quarter 4 = D+ * Attitude = Needs Improvement (haha, nice) * Regent = 70 * Final grade = 70 Math Lab * Quarter 4 = Pass (its a P/F class) * Attitude = Satisfactory Social Studies * Quarter 4 = B+ * Attitude = Satisfactory * Regent = 92 * Final grade = 86 Earth Science * Quarter 4= C * Attitude = Outstanding * Regent = 74 * Final grade = 80 Physical Education * Quarter 4 = Pass * Attitude = Satisfactory Knit and Stitch II * Quarter 4 = A * Attitude = Satisfactory * Final grade = 94 English * Quarter 4 = B+ (gotta be pretty damn close to 90) * Attitude = Satisfactory * Final Exam = 91 (2nd highest grade in the class, highest score on multiple choice section in the class. yay me) * Final grade = 86 Alright, not so bad!! Yayyy for sara. Speaking of school, i got into Barry Tech! Heres the letter - Dear Sara: Congratulations on your acceptance to the Horse Science and Management course, AM session. Your decision to combine your study at Barry Tech with a half day program in your home high school will provide you with the best of both worlds training for your future career choice and the course work you need to succeed after high school. Barry Tech offers the opportunity to learn in the environment of the real world and prepares you to blend academics with employablility skills you need to get an edge in the job market. Please contact your Barry Tech counselor or your high school counselor if you have any questions and also encourage your parents to contact us if they need further information. We welcome you as a member of the Barry Tech student body. Sincerely, John Kalaboukas I'm beat. time to crawl up in my bed. G'nite. Current Mood: tired Current Music: A Favor House Atlantic - Coheed and Cambria (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 6th, 2004
9:32 pm	not in the mood to update. deal. 1. NAME: sara elyse 2. AGE: a month and 2ish weeks shy of 16, if my math is on. 3. EYES: we'll call it hazel tonight. 4. HEIGHT: 5'7 5. HAIR: right now.. this subtle copper color that i dont like. gunna dye it back to its normal color this weekend hopefully. 6. SIBLING(S): steven - 13, emily - 12, paul - almost 8, alexander - 9 months 7. DO YOU LIKE TO SING IN THE SHOWER?: not anymore 8. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD VOICE?: not anymore 9. BIRTH DATE: 08/20/88 10.SIGN: leo 11. RIGHTY OR LEFTY: righty *FAVORITES* 12. MOVIE: Girl Interrupted, White Chicks, My Big Fat Greek Wedding, Billy Madison, Blue Streak, Practical Magic 13. SONG: did you honestly just ask me that? anything by billy joel, fleetwood mac, evanescence, and a perfect circle.. pretty much. 14. BAND/SINGER: evanescence, pink floyd, the cure, snake river conspiracy, a perfect circle, billy joel, fleetwood mac, smashing pumpkins, pearl jam, michelle branch, lacuna coil, and britney spears ;) 15. TV SHOW: will and grace, ER 16. ACTOR: dont really have a favorite? 17. ACTRESS: Maura Tierney, Sally Fields 18. FOOD: fattening things. 19. NUMBER: 37 20. CARTOON: daria, snoopy 21. DISNEY CHARACTER: minnie mouse :) 22. COLOR: black, red ***LOVE LIFE ETC*** 23. DO YOU PLAN ON HAVING CHILDREN?: i do. but my job is not encouraging. 24. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED?: yes 25. HOW OLD DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR FIRST CHILD: 25-27 26. HOW OLD DO YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU GET MARRIED?: 23 28. DO YOU HAVE A BF/GF?: no 29. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?: thats not the first word of description that comes to mind, but hey, why not. *****EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER) 30. MUSIC/TV: music DEFINITELY. 31. GUYS/GIRLS: girls 32. GREEN/BLUE: green 33. PINK/PURPLE: pink 34. SUMMER/WINTER: summer 35. NIGHT/DAY: day 36. HANGIN OUT/CHILLIN: hangin out 37. DOPEY/FUNNY: both ***ALL ABOUT YOU*** 38. WEIRD SAYING/WORD DO YOU USE: i tend to overuse the yiddish word 'ooy' 39. WHAT SCHOOL DO YOU GO TO?: gn north high - woo go blazers! 40. WHAT'S A MAJOR TURN-ON FOR YOU?: make me laugh and im yours. 41. HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO ON A FIRST DATE?: depends how long ive known the person, and what kind of connections going on. 42. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF SOUL MATES?: meh. maybe? 43. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU CRIED OR GOT TEARY ABOUT?: something pathetic. an away message. 44. WHAT'S SOMETHING ABOUT GUYS/GIRLS YOU JUSt DON'T GET?: guys: why are they so immature?! girls: why are most of them so assholic? 45. ARE YOU HAPPY?: not usually 46. WHY?: ask my therapist. 47. WHAT'S AN OBJECT YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?: my discman or cell phone. its a tie. 48. LOVE OR LUST?: love 49. SILVER OR GOLD?: silver 50. DIAMOND OR PEARL?: diamond - ooo i smell a birthday present. 51. SUNSET OR SUNRISE?: sunset 52. HAVE YOU EVER GONE SKINNY-DIPPING?: yep 53. DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS?: yep 54. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS?: yea, 1 hole per ear 55. WHAT COLOR UNDIES?: right now? aqua? 56. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?: the hollow - apc 57. WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON: aruba, greece, mexico maybe 58. WHO DO YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH?: i cant be sure 59. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?: eyes, hair, teeth 60. FAVORITE SPORT?: hockey 63. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS OR GLASSES?: both 64. WHAT'S THE BEST ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU?: "dont cry because its over, smile because it happened" and "lifes a journey, not a destination" -- both said to me by stacey levine. 65. HAVE YOU EVER WON ANY SPECIAL AWARDS?: yup, dance stuff, riding stuff, writing stuff, ice skating stuff 66. WHAT ARE YOUR FUTURE GOALS?: be happy 67. WORST SICKNESS YOU EVER HAD: chicken pox, poison ivy, mono, the flu 68. DO YOU LIKE FUNNY OR SCARY MOVIES BETTER?: funny 69. ON THE PHONE OR IN PERSON?: in person 70. HUGS OR KISSES?: hugs 71. IF YOU DIED TOMORROW- WHO WOULD YOU LEAVE EVERYTHING TO?: i dunno, depends on the thing. got a few people in mind. 72. WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR?: love. rejection. 73. WOULD YOU RATHER BE RICH OR fAMOUS?: rich 74. IF YOU HAD 24 HOURS LEFT TO LIVE, WHO WOULD YOU SPEND THAT TIME WITH: maegan, remy, ashley, avi, and my family 75. HAVE YOU MET SANTA OR THE EASTER BUNNY: of course. 76. IF E.T. KNOCKED ON YOUR DOOR HOLDING UP A PEACE SIGN ASKING TO USE YOUR PHONE WHAT WOULD YOU DO?: give him my cell 77. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U TALKED TO THE GIRL/GUY YOU LIKED?: i duno 78. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?: my puppy. i love him more than a lot of things and people. 79. ARE YOU AN ALCOHOLIC? : YES Current Mood: sad Current Music: real world on tv (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 21st, 2004
7:31 pm	bar mitzvah went well. weekend went well. 91 on english final. only one person got higher, 92. so tired. Current Mood: headache Current Music: a stranger - apc (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
9:57 pm	One of the highlights of my week. Thank you, Phil Palanza. help me if you can it's just that this is going away I want it so quickly please help me understand what Ive given in to all the years and this darkness I have known lying to myself again, suicidal imbecile think about it put it on the faultline what'll it take to get it through to you precious come on to this why do you wanna throw it away like this such a bitch why do I wanna watch you disconnect and self destruct one woman at a time what's your rush now everyone will have his day to die medicated, drawn away, picture perfect no more legiments narcisistic, drawn away, craving fame and all this decadance they were right about you they were right about you disconnect and self destruct, one woman at a time what's your hurry everyone will have his day to die if you choose to pull the trigger, should your karma prove sincere do it somewhere far away from here Current Music: Fallen - Sarah McLachlan (Comment on this)
Friday, June 11th, 2004
11:31 pm	following maegan's lead gotta write this all down, so i dont forget. sunday - call temple beth el about camp positions. call dr o'leary about a job positions. buy #2 pencils. monday - 8:00-11:00 - stevens colation at school, then taking pictures. 12:00-3:00 - optional earth science review or math review before 1. tuesday - 12:00-12:30 - peer drug educator meeting in the health office 1:50 - take the train to manhattan to see maegan and hopefully gashley. sometime - study for math! wednesday - morning - study for math! 12:30-3:30 - math regent in new gym night - study for global! thursday - morning - study for global! 12:30-3:30 - global I/II regent in old gym[?] 6:00-9:30 - dance night - study for earth science! friday - morning - move mattresses into my room + study for earth science! 12:30-3:30 - earth science regent in room 223 or 233 4:00 - nail appointment saturday - 5:00- wake up 9:00-6:00 - stevens bar mitzvah night - pack for the feis + relax sunday - 9:30 - wake up, stretch, put on wig, eat, drive to feis day - feis night - go out and RELAX. Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: endless dark - HIM (1 Comment |Comment on this)
2:17 pm	yay no more school stolen from kerri. name = sara elyse piercings = 1 per ear tattoos = very tacky height = 5' 7" shoe size = 9.5 us, 6 euro hair color = dark dark brown, with blondeish highlights that are coming out in a week or two. eye color= gold/green/brown = hazel looking siblings = steven, emily, paul, alexander [LAST...] movie you watched = backdraft movie you bought = my big fat greek wedding song you listened to = "edge of seventeen" by stevie nicks cd you bought = the punisher soundtrack cd you listened to = ^^ person you've called = mom person that's called you = dad .. wow i feel cool tv show you've watched = boiling point [DO...] you have a crush on someone = yes you wish you could live somewhere else = yes you think about suicide = sometimes you believe in online dating = no others find you attractive = i dont go around asking you want more piercings = my eyebrow, and 1 or 2 more in my ears you like roller coasters = like, understatement. its more like LOVE you write in cursive or print = print [FOR OR AGAINST...] long distance relationships = eh, theyre hard as hell. so, depends suicide = depends, again people = most people, against smoking = against driving drunk = WHO is FOR drunk driving? come on now! [HAVE YOU...] ever cried over a girl = could fill a swimming pool by now. ever cried over a boy = eh, only if shit my dad does counts ever lied to someone = yes ever been in a fist fight = mhm [WHAT...] shampoo do you use = loreal shoes do you wear = many. mostly sandals, though [NUMBER...] of times I have been in love?= i dunno, i try to forget of times I have had my heart broken? = once of hearts I have broken? = ask them, not i of times my name has appeared in the paper? = a few, prolly not more than 5. of things in my past that I regret? = practically everything [DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...] pretty = no hot = oh yeah friendly = depends on my mood lol amusing = most people finding me pretty amusing, since im a hardcore sped. ugly = DING! loveable = not really sweet = rarely dorky = sometimes! [FAVORITE...] 5 letter word: fucku .. okay, i cheated Actor/actress: hmm maura tierny Candy: i dont usually eat candy Cartoon: daria, snoopy Cereal: dont eat it Chewing gum: orbit Color(s): red Color nail polish: black, or some shade of pink Day of week: sunday, thursday Least fave day: monday, saturday Flower: daisies Jello flavor: ewww, bad memories Jewelry: claddagh ring, diamonds, pearl chokers WITH diamond clasps are my weakness however Summer/Winter: Summer Quote: broken hearts can't call the cops, its a perfect crime || Person who last.. || Slept in your bed: me Saw you cry: remy Made you cry: my dad You went to the movies with: my family Yelled at you: my mom Sent you an email: terry gillian Do you ever.. || Said "I love you" and meant it?: i used to Gone out in public in your pajamas: yep Kept a secret from everyone: yea Cried during a movie: all the time Planned your week based on the TV: no way, i barely watch tv Been on stage: yes Been to New York: i kinda live there, buddy Been to California: nope Hawaii: i wish China: no Canada: yup Europe: unfortunately not Asia: will be there in august South America: if my brother was born there, does that count? Australia: i wish Wished you were another gender: maybe once a month What time is it now?: 2:41 || This or That? || Apples or bananas?: apples Blue or red?: red Walmart or target?: target, we dont have walmarts here Spring or Fall?: fall What are you gonna do after you finish this?: get my hair cut What was the last meal you ate?: peanut butter sandwhich :) Are you bored?: very Last noise you heard?: besides the keys, and my music, the people working on the house across the street Last smell you sniffed?: my perfume i sprayed || Friendship/Love || Do you believe in love at first sight?: nope Do you want children one day & if so, how many: yes, 4. || Other Info || Criminal record?: ive been threatened to have the cops called on me, but lynn got me out of it Do you speak any other languages?: hebrew, and a few phrases and sentences here and there from like 5 other languages Last book you read: that i finished? the natural, that i didnt? my ishmael Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: my trophies, my flower picture thats STILL on the floor, my bed || You || Nickname(s): sar, peatree, sa sa, sassie Initials: sen <-- english // smn <-- hebrew How old do you look?: at least 17, ive been told How old do you act?: depends on who im with, anywhere from 12 til 45 Glasses/Contacts: both Braces: been there, done that Do you have any pets?: dog You get embarrassed: at times What makes you happy?: horses, dancing, the ocean, music, and certain people What upsets you?: everything/one else || Finish the sentence: || I Love to... ride horses I miss... friendships that just seem to have drifted I Wish... i could take back some really fucked up stuff I Hope... everything will work out I'm Annoyed by... immature people I Want to be... happy I Would Never... marry for money, or looks I Am Tired of... you I Will Always be.... unhappy Current Mood: bored Current Music: and all that could have been - nine inch nails (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 7th, 2004
9:30 pm	push my back up against the wall last monday of sophomore year! WOO! 1st - apparently a bunch of people have tingly balls. Yeah, only the right side of the room will get that. And Rashida, lmfao. 2nd - i cant believe im laughing at my math class. 88 minutes of insanity. 3rd - more history charts. up the wazoo. mr cohen was talking about the national assembly in france, and wrote on the board "national ass" as an abreviation, so being the immature horny teenagers we are, we all started laughing, and it continued for like 5 minutes. he was like "whats so funny" is there something wrong with me? *looks at zipper*" and we're all just like no..? we thought he knew he had wrote it and was just trying to avoid it, but then like a minute later he was like "OH it says ass" and we were like holy shit, IDIOT. seriously took him way too long. 4th - moopiter, comet, and astronermer. thats all i gotta say. 5th - sat in the bleachers doing soc regents while everyone in the gym class gave in their locks. 6th - listened to awesome 90s rock on krock while posting on ddn, like i do everyday :) 7th - so leslie, leigh, and i are sitting in the commons, and anna and jenn are sitting 2 tables away from us, like they usually do. theres a table in between us, and a table to the right of us. Apparently, they didnt want jess, shira, and dani to sit near them so they decided to get ketchup and dump it all over ALL of the seats at the two tables (between 8-10 chairs). we warned shira, dani, nicole, and jess so they sat elsewhere. but i was stunned that those two assholes would be THAT rude and be the reason why someone has to walk around with ketchup all over their ass for the rest of the day. so anna and jenn got up for a second to get something from down the stairs, so i took the opportunity to pour water all over their chairs. they came back up and were like "was the water always here??" like fucking morons would. too bad they saw it and wiped it up. it wouldve been awesome if they sat in it. oh well, theres always tomorrow ;) 8th - knit and talked to rebecca about college plans, and whatnot. 9th - part 1 of english final. according to mrs paris i did VERY well on last weeks quiz. she told me she'd tell me the grade tomorrow. the final was pretty easy, too. tomorrow is part 2, the first part of the essay. gah. soc review - mrs lee talks WAY too fast. i like mrs santo so much more. i really cant recall anything she said. shit. no tomorrow tonight, except math that im not doing. feels nice :) Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: edge of seventee - stevie nicks (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 3rd, 2004
9:53 pm	6 more days make it stop. ive had enough. seriously. Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: rock is dead - marilyn manson (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004
9:27 pm	my today 1st - im sick of doing review regents problems. if i see another one (tomorrow) im going to explode. DIE MATH DIE. 2nd - ditto ^. 3rd - if the people in my soc class werent vaugly entertaining, i doubt i'd even go. history bores me to tears. especially reviewing it. 4th/5th - earth science regents lab practical. mad easy, seriously. i only fucked up one part of it. i can deal with that, as long as im not mistaken and i didnt fuck up on 3 other parts as well. that'd be bad, very bad. liz is really pale. i sat there watching people when i was done with my questions. 6 minutes to get the average of 2 numbers is just like blahh. tess seems to be convinced that we have the same type of hair. except mines a lot curlier and a lot darker.. hm. jessica is afraid of drawing, serious phobia. 6th - remy and i took a walk to bagel hut. gorgeous weather, i was comfortable with a little chill, and remy was hot as hell. strange? i think so. maybe its cuz i was wearing my picnic skirt :P 7th - lunch with leigh, rachel, and leslie. people really shouldnt eaten chicken breasts with their fingers. not polite. 8th - i got to knit, watch shayna and diana do kilties/cheerleading stuff, listen to rebecca imitate her awesome persian father, and talk to remy - all at the same time! rocks. 9th - read another lame-o short story. i better ace this quiz on friday. speaking of which, i need to do the extra credit. lol. after school soc review - boring boring AH. remy and i drew on each other while writing notes as fast as we possibly could. mrs babkes is a buttress. she yelled at us twice, and told me to turn around. loser. she didnt yell at anyone else. she didnt really yell, either. hmph. after soc review - dinner with my father. he wasnt in a great mood. oh well. he taught me this greek nursery rhyme my grandmother used to say to me all the time when i was little that i supposedly loved. it makes no sense, really. goes like this: raining, raining, snowing. where will we hide the bride? they hid the bride under the bed, and the cat and the mouse ate both her breasts. strange, isnt it? man, greek people rock my world. i rock my world, in other words. but i really dont. oh boy, contradictary. i think im done now. Current Mood: tired Current Music: thinking of you - a perfect circle (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 30th, 2004
11:17 pm	SO i've felt like shit since Thursday night. Loaded up on 26 advils, only felt worse. After 45ish hours of loading up, i decided to stop cuz it was only making shit worse. So i havent taken anymore today. I feel like crap still. I took 2 naps today. For an insomniac, that isnt normal. I just cant stay awake. Im also in too much pain to stay awake. Emo, but mostly physical. I'm probably dying. I really dont know whats up. Its a mixture of really bizzare, painful things. I think im dehydrated, too. I think its time for a hospital. I feel like im going to pass out again, i better get my ass into my bed again. Current Mood: ill Current Music: Magdalena - A Perfect Circle (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 29th, 2004
5:08 pm	im bored, and in some serious pain. bite me. ____basics 001. name: Sara 002. nicknames: Sar 003. sex: female 004. birthday: 8-20-88 005. age: 15 006. star sign: leo 007. place of birth: Manhasset 008. current residence: GN, NY // Manhattan, NY 009. hair color: growing in the darkest possible variety of brown. 010. eye color: hazel, i guess 011. height: 5'7 012. writing hand: Right 013. do you bite your nails: no 014. can you roll your tongue: yes 016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time: yeah 017. can you blow smoke rings: not that talented 018. can you blow spit bubbles: probably, but i wouldnt 019. can you cross your eyes: yea 020. colored hair: yes 021. tattoos and where: very tacky 022. piercing and where: one hole per ear 023. do you make your bed daily: only at my dads house cuz he makes me 024. what goes on first bra or underwear: underwear 025. which shoe goes on first: whichever i grab first 036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone: yes 037. how much money is usually in your wallet? depends where im going 038. what jewelry do you wear 24/7: earrings, necklace, bracelets, rings, watch - well i take my rings and watch off to sleep 039. what's sexiest on a guy: hair, eyes, smile. 040. what's sexiest on a girl: same 041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great: late. im usually late regardless. 042. do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: cut 043. how many cereals are in your cabinet: probably like 8, lol 044. what utensils do you use eating pizza: fork/knife? 045. do you cook: try to avoid it ____grooming 046. how often do you brush your teeth: 2-3 times on weekdays, more on the weekends when im home and the bathroom is accessable 047. how often do you shower/bathe: everyday 048. how long do these showers last: around 20-30 minutes 049. hair drying method: air, usually 050. do you paint your nails: pretty often 051. do you swear: too much 052. do you mumble to yourself: mumble, no. talk, yes. 053. do you spit in public: never 054. do you pee in the shower: never 055. the cd player: is always with me 056. person you talk most on the phone with: whoever cares to call me 057. what color is your bedroom: yellow 058. do you use an alarm clock: yes 059. name one thing or person you're obsessed with: dance, i guess 060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex: mhm 061. ever sunbathed in the nude: no 062. window seat or aisle: window 063. what's your sleeping position: side, curled up, with one arm under the pillow 064. what kind of bed do you like: mine, im in love with it. its amazing. 065. in hot weather do you use a blanket: yes, 2. 066. do you snore: not anymore 067. do you sleepwalk: nope 068. do you talk in your sleep: no 069. do you sleep with a stuffed animal: a lot of them 070. how about the light on: when i was younger i did 071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on: often i do ____when was the last time you 072. were kissed or kissed someone: thursday 073. cried: yesterday 074. talked on the phone: today 075. read a book: hmm monday? 076. punched someone: a year or two ago ____music 077. is music important to you: very 078. do you sing? used to 079. what instruments do you play? currently, nothing. but i've played, piano, recorder, viola, violin, and ive had a guitar all my life, but never learned what to do with it. 080. what do you think of eminem? Not cool ____do you like 081. pop music: a little bit 082. rock music: yes 083. punk music: a little bit 084. rap music: no 085. hip-hop/r&b: no 086. country: no 087. jazz: no 088. classical: no 089. new age: no. 090. what is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard about: billy joel. sure people know about him, but not many people my age do. Current Mood: sick Current Music: In the Shadows - The Rasmus (Comment on this)
Monday, May 24th, 2004
8:03 pm	hmm not feeling so good. this is so not good. blah. Current Mood: blah Current Music: when i am queen - jack off jill (Comment on this)